to blog or not to blog

And at last here i am. I stare at this blank piece of screen( ok maybe page would have been a more classical choice of connotation but it is what it is..and its a screen) and i see that i am quite literally at a loss of words. I mean this is unlike essay writing in school where you knew what to write or more accurately you were told what to write. But here i have the freedom to write just about anything and that simply leaves me dumbfounded and at a loss of words. OOOHHHH the abundance of choices. And the funniest part is when you can write just about anything you end up writing a huge lot about absolutely nothing.(I might say "you " just this now and then but actually i mean "me".. i have been told i am really full of myself). Again what i did was i took some time to figure out where this entire piece was going and i realised not anywhere in particular. That sort of makes me think if i dont know where i am going with this , where should i stop? A lot of you guys reading this might think 'right about now' would be a pertinant choice but cut me some slack people..this is my first blog.

Again i get that feeling of purpose as if i should do something worthwhile with this opportunity that i have called blogging but well my mind isnt my slave...(actually at times i think it has a mind of its own) so it just strays about thinking what it wants to think and imparting bits and pieces of it onto me. I wanted to end this now but it wouldnt be fair..... right? i just started a new paragraph.So coming back to it (what exactly im not too sure but for clarity lets just call it 'it') i think blogging was a good idea after all. Its a place where even nothingness is entertained as if it were something really substantial.

So as i start my second para i shall go in a blaze of glory that i have blogged and i have blogged my heart out. And to you if you have read this far...."I'll be back"